Conviction and repentance are two words I’ve come to love. Together they make possible new beginnings,
fresh starts, reconciliation, growth and maturity, and a life pleasing to God.
Conviction is God's love reaching. It is often used to describe strongly held beliefs. I like its other meaning, the act of proving or declaring one guilty of an offence. The reason I like it is conviction as such is a gift from God, an act of God’s grace. It is God's love whispering that we are drifting away from him. God pricks or tweaks the conscience he built into us to recognize when we are guilty of moral shortfall. He helps us see when we are off track and moving in a direction in conflict with God’s Way.
In
the Gospel of John (16) referencing the work of the Holy Spirit in the life of
believers, Jesus states that he will send a Helper who will do two things: (1)
“He will convict the world of sin” (v. 8); (2) He will guide you
into all truth.” (v. 13). This is good
news. It means that the Holy Spirit is
interested in us enough to talk to us about our disobedience and sin, and then guide
us in the way of Jesus, because we seem to be going in the wrong direction. The Holy Spirit is a divine GPS keeping us on
the right path. But conviction only
works if we are willing to follow His guidance and direction. This means repentance.
Repentance
is our reaching back. It naturally follows conviction. The Holy Spirit calls us to repent. Repentance is how we get back on track and
proceed to follow Christ walking with him in the same direction. Repentance is an act of the will in which we
say, “You're right, Lord. I'm wrong. Forgive my disobedience. I will
follow you, Lord.” It is often expressed
as a 180 degree turn, but it is more. It
is a surrender of our will and an embrace of God’s will. It is a change of heart as much as a change
of life’s direction.
Conviction
and repentance go together even in the little things. Conviction is that nagging feeling that
something is wrong, or knowing fully well that we’re not on the course God
intended. Repentance is confessing our sin, that
we have drifted off course from the Way God desires. Any pilot knows that if she drifts just 2
degrees off course in flight, and the longer that continues, it guarantees she
will not arrive at a place originally intended.
A serious adjustment is necessary.
Some
of the little things that can push us 2 degrees off course into sin include
tiny lies, gossip, false witness, disrespecting others, holding on to grudges,
bitterness, unresolved anger, neglecting the needs and suffering of others, choosing
not to help another because it is inconvenient, having a divided heart, and not
honouring God with thanks and praise for the grace He provides. These are just a few, but day after day they
add up and call for recognizing these little things that shape the clay of our
lives into something other than the likeness of Christ.
Conviction is God’s grace helping us to see ourselves for whom we are becoming, someone other than whom he has in mind. That’s a good thing. All God’s grace calls for our response. Repentance, the 180 degree, heartfelt turn, is our only realistic response to God’s grace. That’s a good thing too. God’s grace and our response, then more grace and our response is how we let the Potter shape the clay of our lives into his likeness, holiness. Glory be to God!
If we confess our sins, He is faithful to forgive us
our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
1 John 1:9
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